I am now 45 and my old mission in life just didn’t Work…like At ALL!!! Soooo, here I go with plan 2!! I WANT…no scratch that….I NEED a life!!! I’m tired of sitting alone, day after day…night after night. But I’m just too scared to venture out side the front door. Why would anyone want to spend time with me?? I don’t even like spending time with me….soooo my new mission in life is to LIKE MYSELF!! And once I start to like myself, I will go out into the world and find others who like me…and I will finally, hopefully have a life that I really enjoy!! var _gaq = _gaq || []; _gaq.push([‘_setAccount’, ‘UA-17739172-1’]); _gaq.push([‘_trackPageview’]); (function() { var ga = document.createElement(‘script’); ga.type = ‘text/javascript’; ga.async = true; ga.src = (‘https:’ == document.location.protocol ? ‘https://ssl’ : ‘http://www’) + ‘.google-analytics.com/ga.js’; var s = document.getElementsByTagName(‘script’)[0]; s.parentNode.insertBefore(ga, s); })();Tumblr (3.0; @karmicmoon)http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/Yes it’s been awhile since I’ve posted…..it’s not that I didn’t have...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/3306052694http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/3306052694Mon, 14 Feb 2011 22:56:55 -0800Yup!! I got a job!!  I got a GREAT job!!!  And I didn’t even really apply for it!! :)  When I...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2736929877http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2736929877Thu, 13 Jan 2011 17:23:56 -0800I am soooo frustrated!! I KNOW I’m not the best mother ever…hell I’m not even...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2681126885http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2681126885Sun, 09 Jan 2011 22:43:01 -0800Yesterday I was moving some tables I had bought for a friend (from IKEA so they were all in pieces...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2614571789http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2614571789Wed, 05 Jan 2011 15:30:17 -0800NEW YEARS INTENTIONS 2011 Lose weight (this ones seems to be a constant from every NY’s list...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2571311778http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2571311778Sun, 02 Jan 2011 13:14:53 -0800So, it’s been like Forever since I have written…and really lots has been happening in my...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2571040074http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2571040074Sun, 02 Jan 2011 12:51:54 -0800http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2331678609http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2331678609Wed, 15 Dec 2010 19:00:55 -0800It feels like Years have gone by in the last 7!!  Between my sons bad nose bleeds, flu/cold bug...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2192496211http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/2192496211Sun, 12 Dec 2010 16:21:52 -0800Well….I may have done something pretty frickin stupid!!  Ok…it WAS stupid….but I...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1677749659http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1677749659Wed, 24 Nov 2010 22:08:52 -0800Ohhhhh ICK ICK ICK!!!  It’s been one Hell of a day!!!  First of all, I took some sleeping...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1550727048http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1550727048Thu, 11 Nov 2010 23:49:32 -0800In the quiet of the night, the sounds that don’t happen Should be giving me peace Should be...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1513402793http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1513402793Sun, 07 Nov 2010 21:00:11 -0800I know I haven’t written in Ages!!  I did write a nice long heart wrenching post that took me...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1475050650http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1475050650Wed, 03 Nov 2010 17:51:48 -0700Ok…now I’m scared.  I have been in a down spiral for awhile now….I knew it was...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1375520166http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1375520166Fri, 22 Oct 2010 13:53:35 -0700FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK fuck FUCK FUCK fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK fuck FUCK...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1353684851http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1353684851Tue, 19 Oct 2010 14:46:35 -0700Damm….I can feel it coming on….I had a pretty good day, went out to the wharf (like I...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1325333288http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1325333288Fri, 15 Oct 2010 21:35:50 -0700It’s 8:30 in the morning and I’m awake!!  Not Just awake, but I’m Dressed!! I have...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1320806108http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1320806108Fri, 15 Oct 2010 08:45:50 -0700Blah blah blahdidyblah blah blah!!! My life is all upside down and backwards….I can’t...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1304201149http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1304201149Tue, 12 Oct 2010 22:40:26 -0700My Head Fucking HURTS!!!!  It hurts so much that any light just sears into my brain, and any noise...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1267258522http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1267258522Thu, 07 Oct 2010 21:53:37 -0700Guess what I did tonight??? I ACTUALLY went out to a party!!  It was an Epicurean party, so there...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1260865902http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1260865902Wed, 06 Oct 2010 22:51:25 -0700It’s been soooo fucking hard for me to write recently!!  Even in my hand written journal I...http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1247422168http://karmicmoon.tumblr.com/post/1247422168Mon, 04 Oct 2010 21:58:38 -0700