Yes it’s been awhile since I’ve posted…..it’s not that I didn’t have anything to say…but the things I had to say were pretty pathetic!! At least in my opinion…and yeah…I’m pretty sure that would be your opinion too!! 

Soooo, why am I writing now??  Fuck if I know!!  It’s Valentines day….and guess what??? I’m alone!! Ohhhh BIG surprise!!  NOT!!!

My daughter came home from her boyfriends place on Sunday with her arms filled with a teddy bear, a chocolate rose, a card (that she couldn’t open till the 14th) and wearing a beautiful necklace!! My daughter is only 14 yrs old!!!  I was SOOOOOO fucking Jealous!!!  Even when I was married I NEVER got anything even REMOTELY like that!!  Never in my life have I EVER been spoiled like that on Valentines day!!  Or any other day actually!!  Yes I know…there is NOTHING as romantic as a teenage boy on Valentines Day….but even as a teen I never got any of this kind of treatment.  And I do not begrudge my daughter ANY of her happiness and love….I SOOOO wish it was me!!  Just once I would Love to be spoiled!! Jewelry, Chocolates, Roses, Teddy Bears…Hell I would even be happy with Timmies coffee, a couple of apples fritters and a nice neck massage!!  Who am I kidding….I would be happy with a slap on the ass and the phrase “lets do it”!!!  But a girl likes to dream big!!!

See!! This is the most interesting thing in my life recently and it’s Still fucking Pathetic!!!